A moment

Bomb threats. High level security alert. Stay home alert.

Last weekend was spent partying till the sun warmed the blue sky. Alcohol and drugs. Most sinful things in life are good. I floated through days via random consciousness, between moments of visions and clarity. Life is good. Another soul appeared only to leave withiin days. A night of endless words. A meeting of searching souls. The heart satisfied, the body longed for more.

What is it I'm looking for?