Today

Today I was supposed to be in a different continent.
Today I was supposed to be all smiles thinking about the great party on the weekend.
Today I was supposed to talk to people whom I haven't spoken to since two years ago.
Today I was supposed to meet my old room mate who is getting married on Friday.
Today I was not supposed to be here.
Today I was supposed to be in Melbourne.

No, I'm not being ungrateful.
I have much to be grateful for.
But I'm sad that I'm not going to be there on Friday.
On my friends' wedding day.

TOO MUCH

FRAZZLED. NOT ENOUGH SLEEP. HAIRCUT. THINKING TOO MUCH. DOING TOO MUCH. WORRY. WAX. EXCITED. CHANGING ADDRESS. GOING OUT A LOT. NO TIME. PACKING. TRYING TO SEE EVERYTHING. PAYING BILLS. TOO MUCH.

And when it's too much, things jumbled inside your head and no words can come out right. This blog will take a short break until things inside my head is less chaotic.