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What the f$#* am I doing? When the sky is blue and the sea is a few steps away? Why must I look for a storm and challenge the wind? Maybe that's just me... I need these things to see if I'm alive. Crazy weird shit. Another one with an expiry date? Or is it a time bomb?

Sorry for the lack of insights these days. They're kinda boring and uninteresting and I have nothing to write but random ramblings of the personal kind. Maybe I need to go away again...