Thursday, November 22, 2007

want not want

what is it really that you're looking for? one month ago you made a decision to forget and move on. you wanted to be free of this wondering, to be soaring high in the sky with not a care in the world. you moved on first. but when you heard the words came out, you were disappointed. you wanted to be wanted. to not want and not receive. you wanted to be desired. but people leave. worst of all, they didn't even want you to begin with.

funny, because you don't even think you wanted it. the one person you ever really wanted, didn't want you. still don't. and what does that make you? an unloved loser. and that, i tell you, is the worst feeling in the world.

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